I thought we were more than sex and lies
out of all those stupid ties
those things will only hurt me
you don't understand I'm not ready
I want my dreams to keep
but your words always seep
through the cracks preventing me
from making a decision to be happy
I'm always trying not to disappoint
but the fingers always seem to point
I never thought love felt this way
I always feel like I have to pay
you don't realize how much I care
and how I find it so unfair
that one day you will have to leave
and I'll be left at home to grieve
I'll end every day in tears
and slowly pass away the years
until I can't take it anymore
and die from deep inside my core
just to be with you again
so my heart can be in zen
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